Friday, May 27, 2005
yes, i know isn't it strange?!?! i feel kinda wierd today, like i'm living in some sort of alternate reality, but maybe its just side effects from the snow cone i just ate. and it also could be the fact that i defiently don't feel like myself. i'm hanging out with amy and ellie and ben a lot less, and for the first time, i realize how wierd it seems. like, when i remember how much fun i had with you three last summer, i wonder what this summer will be like. and i defiently feel like AJ's avoiding contact with me or something, although he says it's nothing. i just have this feeling. and i don't like it. and everything just seems so...wierd. i know i've been repeating that alot, but i don't have anoy other way of describing it. ellie seems like she only wants to hang around me to avoid being stalked by alan, amy seems to me slightly mad at me alot, and ben seems to be slowly drifting away. and i seriously don't know what to do.please post what you think, but try not to be mean, as my blog seems to be a point of fighting
ok,
Gina
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